If you have access to this board you have "something." Unless you are starving to death or locked in prison somewhere you have enough to get started, if you were starving you would have sold your computer or else spent the internet cafe money on a meal. If you are locked in prison I doubt youwould have access to internet.

So think of what you want to do. How much do you want to do it? Are you prepared to sacrifice other things to get it?

Only two things can stop you. The desire for instant gratification of your desire, because most things take time, and the idea that "they" owe you something. If "they" aren't giving you what you want, then go get it for yourself.

Be prepared to define your goal and work towards it and you'll get there, or you'll die trying to and it won't matter anyway.