The fact is that you don't know me at all and that you're "fucking up" the forums.
I know for a fact that your life is a total fuck up. Lets take a look at you: married to an uneducated and entitled Chinese women, you hate your situation but do nothing about it.
No balls, if you did you would just kick that [edited] to the kerb. You also complain that you've been hard done by in China, you certainly are a sucker for punishment!
A sad little man, wake up.